the blurb from that film that we’re so eager to see seems to be mocking me…

u asked why i cried…
then i smiled…
sometimes i don’t know if it’s me who’s too emotional…
or it’s you who’s too practical…
of course i was hurt..
heck it pains me hearing you say all those things…
when i’m just here waiting and grasping every single chance…
just to be with you again and do the things i should’ve done for you, to you…
when we’re together…
learning that you were loving but’re not living…

told you t’was ironic…
and it is…
u ne’er complain bout anythin when we’re together…
seemed perfect…
but i was unable to make u stay…
u have each and every possible complain bout her…
but u stayed… at least longer…
u did ur damnedest tryin to make it work…
when i did my damnedest 7 months ago…
asking u not to give up on me…on us…
to try to make it work…
but i was unable to make u stay…

sometimes i don’t know if we’re trying too hard to be happy…
to keep ourselves from realizing that we really can’t be…
sometimes i don’t know if time flies so fast when we’re together…
coz we’re enjoying too much…
or if we’re running really fast, chasing time…
coz we might run out of it…
or more likely, i might run out of it…
i admit i’m nowadays living in the fear of knowing…
that the day would come when we’re tired of running…
each night before i sleep i just pray that the One above…
would just brace me from pain…
for i might wake up the next day…
and that would be the day that u’ve gotta go away…again…
i’ve asked before…i can ask no more…
for i’m scared u’d give me the same answer…

“…so if you’d still GO i ‘d understand,
just give me something that i can hold on to…
and if you’d stay, i’ll hold your hand…”