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happy now?

you said you can't let him go because you've spent half of your life with him. and you don't how it is living without him. i should've shouted right there and then. because of the countless heartaches brought to me by the man we both love, it was like you didn't really hear what you said. it felt more like you didn't realize who you were talking to.

you were together for what… eleven years? you're with him half of your life, he was with you half of his. the very reason why he's so scared. that what he thought for the longest time is the best thing that has ever happened to him could be somewhat wrong. that's why he can't be with me.

half of your life. hell, yeah! you have not realized i gave him my life. and some more. and just like you i really don't know how i would live without him. but that's not the reason why i find it utterly difficult to let go. in fact there is no definite reason at all. i just can't. just like there's no reason why he's the one. he just is.

now, had you said that instead of giving me a litany on how i could've done what WE did, i would've give him up there and then. but no, you didn't consider him either. it's funny how he thinks i've disrespected him that day by showing up. and how he never realized why you told me what you did. happy now???