Really high second priority

If Only is one of my all time faves. I was browsing when I came across my fave lines from the said film.

Samantha Andrews: Ian, I know you have the best intentions, but I feel like I'm a really high second priority to you. That hurts. And the worst part is I'm starting to get used to it.
Ian Wyndham: I don't understand.
Samantha Andrews: I know. That's what kills me.
Samantha Andrews: If there had just been one day Ian, one day where nothing else matters but us.
Ian Wyndham: I adore you.
Samantha Andrews: I don't want to be adored, I want to be loved. 

'nuff said.
 

of all…

of the things I find so hard to forgive…it is your cowardice that haunts me so often.

getting.real

     who am i kidding? the very title of this blog was given birth by the tumultous emotions i have felt for one man. it is so far the summation of our unconsummated relationship if ever we had any. and so it is just right to stop being hypocritical. whenever i see this journal, words pour forth and they're all about him, about it, about this. to hell with slef-righteous nosy readers who complains about reading the same thing but reads on anyway. make your own and there write about various discourses to your heart's content.

     as for me, enough with the charade, this journal will bear witness to the anguish and joy of my neurotic heart, and to that alone. all other sorts of ramblings will have to be moved to a different location, a different facet per se. for they simply do not belong under benign immolation.

Random Thoughts

• they say salespeople are damn good liars. i say that's coz they learn a lot of it from their customers.
• happiness and sorrow have one thing in common, they're both contagious.
• the minute you light up a cig an take your first puff, you think 'tis would be the last..', but as you take your last, you think 'i'd light another one.'
• the most effective way to acquire a positive OUTlook is to first acquire a positive INsight.
• it's not always a good thing to see something beautiful, hear something nice or feel something wonderful. in fact it's the worst thing that can happen to someone in a bad situation.
• some guys are grade-A assholes but only girls can give meaning to grade-A jerks.

sms.last.night

'…pain is inevitable but sufferring is optional.'

uhmmmm… i think this is the reason the phrase " I don't have a choice" was coined.